30sec entry!!

and...... we're back to normal... dun scold me.. >.< some ppl actually did! omg.. no time..!! back to assignments.. 4 due on fri!!

PEACE

~wengkhye~

whatever......!

lolx.. this is some cool crap Mandy showed me.. just watch lar.. it will most probably make the sides of ur lips go up.. smile people..!

cough cough.. still... ugh..

aiks.. i just found out that i was being followed on my first time holding my gf's hands in public.. LOL and SWT.. i really should have guessed.. that huang ming will do this kind of stuff.. since he always does.. =.= but i guess i was too focused on her to look back.. i can only imagine my stalkers' faces.. laughing their butts off.. giggling.. what else?? falling on the ground maybe.. ARGH..

we all went out for lunch with yun wayne to celebrate her birthday earlier.. but my gf had to leave early.. so obviously its my job to walk her to the car.. my dear friends clem Hm and yun was supposed to get the car.. and wait for me.. MANA TAU.. when i reached the taxi stand where they were supposed to pick me up.. they were NOT there yet!! then i wondered.. "wad de heck dey do la take so long.." now i know.. =.=

soo anyways.. these few days have been a total bore.. Tuesday went down to KL for my scholarship stuff.. and today i went SMDU.. then to college.. oh yeah.. and i had my final meeting for transAD until zl and ly finish their a lvls exams.. after which we will begin our business.. hopefully.. for the ten billionth time.. the cash starts flowing in..

aih.. she's been so stressed up over her studies lately.. its kind of getting scary for me.. =.= its like bipolar or something.. one moment she's sooooo happy.. hyper.. over the top.. the other she's down.. depressed.. talks like a wall.. and abit cold towards me.. =.= when she's happy.. it makes me unbelievably elated as well.. but when she's stressed.. its torturing.. sometimes the things she says.. aiks.. its a prickling kind of pain.. but just for a short while.. hopefully once again.. things will be much much better after her exams..

this is my first relationship.. billion of things for me to learn still.. lol.. my friends.. they keep giving me advice.. from conversations to holding hands to kissing.. lol.. but i guess every relationship is different in many ways.. and everyone just have to learn on their own.. to suit that particular relationship.. there is no ONE guide for all..

i have tried many many many ways to help her de-stress.. but i guess im not doing i good enough job?? the problem is.. its her exams.. and she wouldnt really let me see her all the time.. LOL.. endure through this.. the end of this tunnel is nearing!? haha

bloody hell.. my second semester.. starting?? crap its damn fast.. TIME TIME TIME... not enough!! im think im gonna write a list of things to complete before turning 18.. WTF.. i want to stay underage.. 17 is such a nice age..

This is how strangers get to know you... normally..
1. Hi, im Michael.. whats your name??
2. You studying?? what course are you in??
3. OH.. how old are you by the way??

and number 3 is my favorite.. because i normally get to say.. bachelor of psychology.. then answer 17.. lol.. it is seriously enjoyable.. its a privilege you know.. but soon i cant anymore.. sobs..

ah nuts.. its 11.56pm.. AGAIN.. another day passing me by.. 2 weeks and 2 days.. not bad not bad.. why am i even counting..?? and i just realized yesterday.. we got together on a 21st.. and my birthday is on a 21st.. coincidence.. >.< my DAD's birthday is on a 21st.... -____-'


~wengkhye~

water tap nose..

aiyo.. im so fed up with my runny nose and mellow voice.. wish i could just heal instantly.. and get back to my daily life.. its my holidays for goodness sake..! and im stuck at home.. =.= but getting better day by day nonetheless.. thanks people for caring.. but why is everyone teaching me the honey+lemon drink?? is it like very common?? lolx.. brings back memories..

anyways.. i have had a 'talk' with her.. and i think everything is alright now.. no no.. i have never ever regretted my decision.. happy with it.. haha =D life is just wonderful minus sicknesses and exams.. speaking of which i think i may get a C for my Sociology.. haha.. parents going to kill me.. results are roughly a week's time from being revealed.. please let it be a B.. the rest please be A's

tomorrow is Tuesday! only six more days without classes! bloody HELLLL...

~wengkhye~

inspiration!

hohoho.. after months and months without being able to write a new decent song.. i think i have finally composed a great intro..! 爱就只能肯定在现在.. hohoho.. thats the first line.. and probably the title of my new song.. once im done writing the lyrics i'll post it up here.. and once im done recording the song i'll try to post it up as well.. ^^

haha.. anyways.. today was a great day to say the least.. was with her again.. what we really need is more time to spend with each other now.. but she has exams and i understand.. no matter.. 1 week and 6 days.. so far so good..! smile with me everybody!

eh eh eh.. but this doesnt mean all problems are solved.. no no.. but.. slowly la! now happy enjoy now.. haha.. be sure to come by my blog.. may have the song completed within the next few days! thats because im sick and stuck at home with nothing to do! 爱就只能肯定在现在.. lol thats so for me..

~wengkhye~

U/p/D/a/T/e......

it seems i can only post entries late late past midnight.. maybe its because i have nothing to do at this time and its the time i can actually think.. haha.. just like how its a suitable time for me to do my studies.. XD

so so.. this is just going to be a very very short update on my life.. not much time to blog nowadays.. even though i am having holidays now! haha.. just until the end of next week.. then my new 2nd semester begins.. never ending assignments and studying.. boring.. but such is life.. lol

right now i am down with a BAD BAD BAD soar throat.. compliments of late nights during finals.. and actually also because i stay up almost every night to talk to her while she studies.. haha.. not blaming this.. because i do it with a willing heart.. but i DO blame the exams.. =.=

so right now.. people cannot hear my melodious voice.. because when i open my mouth to speak.. either no sound comes out.. or i squeak.. seriously.. a very very mellow squeak.. haha.. XD yes i am very sick now.. but im still up blogging so late at this hour..! killing myself..

i know i said short.. but i'll go on because i can right now.. haha.. the thing is.. why do i feel as though having and not having is not much difference?? maybe this thing is still new to the both of us.. time is what we both need.. to learn.. if only she was more appreciative.. and cared more..

on the other hand.. last night i reached home at around 2.40am.. because i stayed up watching IRON MAN.. which is a freaking cool movie.. everyone please watch this movie.. watching the movie at 12.05 am and sleeping at 3am and getting sick was quite worth it to me.. haha.. maybe not but its still a 4.5 out of 5 for me..! it really wowed me.. though i was half dead half way through the movie.. iron man is just another marvel super hero.. but in this movie he doesnt fight with super powers.. he fights with technology.. and really it didnt seem impossible to me at all.. which is why it wowed me.. didnt feel like spider man or x-men with their super powers they didnt have to develop.. just how i feel! =P

okies.. 2.32am now.. ciao all.. or i'll wake up still searching for my voice.. right now.. i miss my own voice.. and hers too..

~wengkhye~

quick update..

obviously.. i wanted to give my faithful readers (barely any) live coverage of my life.. buuutt just because what happened, happened.. i didnt have time to tell the world about it here.. sorry!

what has happened!? just a very quick update..
ladies and gentlemen.. yours truly right here.. is NO LONGER single..

*crowd applauds*
*bow*
*crowd applauds + whistles + a few screams*
*curtain comes down*

++++++++++

Our time together has barely begun.. and it will take a lifetime to end.. trust in me that i will love you forever and evermore..

my life indicator..

supposedly.. according to my nonsense belief.. the ups and downs in my life.. is determined by how well Arsenal is doing XD please do not ask me why i think this way.. i guess everyone is nutty in their own way.. hehe

SO.. just a few weeks back.. Arsenal was top of the table! but now.....


wtf.. lower than 2!! how can this be!? omg.. its has only been a week or so that i didnt pay attention to epl.. and this happens.. zzz.. so does this mean that my life will have a downturn soon?! i hope not.. =.= life is great now.. so Arsenal buck up!! that stupid @#$% Wenger says that a draw at Anfield tomorrow will be satisfactory.. hell no! we must win! Arsenal is having the next 3 games ALL against Liverpool.. haha.. sorry la kean chong.. we will win them all.. =P i predict 2-1, 2-1 and 1-0.. hehe.. 1st 2 home games would be easy i hope..! show some results pls!

~wengkhye~

SMILES =D

haha.. has blogging become a habit for me!? maybe yes.. but most probably not.. my brain has just been doing a lot of thinking lately.. haha.. but blogging is actually good.. for everyone.. wow why?! because.. people who blog are forcing their feelings into words.. so.. in a way.. it makes people realized exactly what they are feeling! everyone should do this..

when people feel lost, sad, depressed, suicidal, wtv.. and look for a psychologist.. the psychologist will always try to help them put their feelings into words first.. SO.. being able to do this yourself can save you a trip to the clinic! yes i know im breaking my own ricebowl.. but its so true..!

understanding how you feel right now.. and why you are feeling this way.. can greatly help you have more control over your own emotions and actions.. it may prevent an argument.. accidents.. or more.. it can change your life.. so take my advice and live a better life!

if you think this is relevant to your life.. and you want more life changing advices.. visit my future office in my future clinic some time in the future! or call 0122318615 and ask for future DR LIM

how nice if i could remove all those "future"s.. becoming a singer is one of my (dumb) dreams.. but becoming a clinical psychologist is another dream in my endless list of dreams.. i dream of opening a clinic in malaysia.. but yun wayne dreams of opening 1 in canada!?!? so we planned to compromise.. and open 1 in china..!

i actually have absolutely nothing to blog about.. but assignments can really be a bore.. i only have FIVE things to say right now!
1. everyone should work hard to achieve the best in everything..! especially study, work and love
2. everyone should find love.. lol nuf said
3. everyone should choose friends carefully! eyes wide open at all times!
4. everyone should relax and chill sometimes.. rest!! or go dota!
5. everyone should visit my blog more often.. hahaha

ok back to assignments!!

~wengkhye~

sun rise..

the thing is.. yes.. sunrises are one of the most beautiful things in this world.. witnessing one can be a one of a kind experience.. witnessing it with a loved one may be much more.. but.. if i asked you.. "have you ever watched the sun rise from the horizon?" your answer would probably be no.. of course this may not be everyone's answer.. but i assume that it is for most people.. why?? because sunrises from the horizon cannot be viewed from just anywhere.. probably by the ocean.. or high up top on a mountain.. either way.. both places cannot be found in the city where we live in.. we must travel some distance to reach these places.. maybe even climbing a mountain.. but even if we do this.. sunrises do not happen just anytime.. the sun probably rises at the wee hours.. around 6 or 7am.. so if we really wanted to watch the sun rise.. we probably cant fall sleep.. but "couldnt we just wake up at 5.30am?" the thing is.. we cant really be sure what time the sun will rise.. and sunrises do not last very long.. so staying awake is the best solution..

why am i ranting about sunrises?!? lolx.. in the end.. it leads back to the number 1 thing on my mind now.. love.. haha.. sunrises can be compared to love.. we can never be sure when we will succeed.. but if we really want it.. we must not give up.. or we have to stay awake.. if it passes us by.. we have to wait a long time before the opportunity comes again.. if we persevere through the waiting however.. when we finally see the sun rise.. the feeling that we get is difficult to describe.. one thing's for sure.. it is worth it..

but if we look at it from another point of view.. missing a chance in love does not mean the end of the world.. we may miss it this time.. but it will come again.. and when there is always sunrise.. there is always sunset.. no matter.. i will not give up on this opportunity.. even though i have stayed awake for a long time.. i will continue to wait.. even if i only catch a glimpse of it at the horizon.. if i do reach that.. sunset is still far away..