cough cough.. still... ugh..

aiks.. i just found out that i was being followed on my first time holding my gf's hands in public.. LOL and SWT.. i really should have guessed.. that huang ming will do this kind of stuff.. since he always does.. =.= but i guess i was too focused on her to look back.. i can only imagine my stalkers' faces.. laughing their butts off.. giggling.. what else?? falling on the ground maybe.. ARGH..

we all went out for lunch with yun wayne to celebrate her birthday earlier.. but my gf had to leave early.. so obviously its my job to walk her to the car.. my dear friends clem Hm and yun was supposed to get the car.. and wait for me.. MANA TAU.. when i reached the taxi stand where they were supposed to pick me up.. they were NOT there yet!! then i wondered.. "wad de heck dey do la take so long.." now i know.. =.=

soo anyways.. these few days have been a total bore.. Tuesday went down to KL for my scholarship stuff.. and today i went SMDU.. then to college.. oh yeah.. and i had my final meeting for transAD until zl and ly finish their a lvls exams.. after which we will begin our business.. hopefully.. for the ten billionth time.. the cash starts flowing in..

aih.. she's been so stressed up over her studies lately.. its kind of getting scary for me.. =.= its like bipolar or something.. one moment she's sooooo happy.. hyper.. over the top.. the other she's down.. depressed.. talks like a wall.. and abit cold towards me.. =.= when she's happy.. it makes me unbelievably elated as well.. but when she's stressed.. its torturing.. sometimes the things she says.. aiks.. its a prickling kind of pain.. but just for a short while.. hopefully once again.. things will be much much better after her exams..

this is my first relationship.. billion of things for me to learn still.. lol.. my friends.. they keep giving me advice.. from conversations to holding hands to kissing.. lol.. but i guess every relationship is different in many ways.. and everyone just have to learn on their own.. to suit that particular relationship.. there is no ONE guide for all..

i have tried many many many ways to help her de-stress.. but i guess im not doing i good enough job?? the problem is.. its her exams.. and she wouldnt really let me see her all the time.. LOL.. endure through this.. the end of this tunnel is nearing!? haha

bloody hell.. my second semester.. starting?? crap its damn fast.. TIME TIME TIME... not enough!! im think im gonna write a list of things to complete before turning 18.. WTF.. i want to stay underage.. 17 is such a nice age..

This is how strangers get to know you... normally..
1. Hi, im Michael.. whats your name??
2. You studying?? what course are you in??
3. OH.. how old are you by the way??

and number 3 is my favorite.. because i normally get to say.. bachelor of psychology.. then answer 17.. lol.. it is seriously enjoyable.. its a privilege you know.. but soon i cant anymore.. sobs..

ah nuts.. its 11.56pm.. AGAIN.. another day passing me by.. 2 weeks and 2 days.. not bad not bad.. why am i even counting..?? and i just realized yesterday.. we got together on a 21st.. and my birthday is on a 21st.. coincidence.. >.< my DAD's birthday is on a 21st.... -____-'


~wengkhye~